Wednesday, February 15, 2006
i saw a lot of weird stuff starting monday.
first of, i saw her cheat in SRA today. not that big a deal. well, maybe it was. coz she is the last person i would ever expect to cheat.well, i'm shrugging now. in this time, everybody cheats. in schoolwork, in life, in love, basically in everything.

second, i finally, finally tasted the buko pandan ZAGU. i don't like buko pandan. but i luvd the zagu!it was so unexpected!haha.unexpected..yea..like everything else that happened this week.

third, my blog is having troubles. graar. when oh when will i have a layout i am really happy with?rockelbi is on the 23rd. no money, want to watch, no permission. YET. i really really wanna see kamikazee and parokya ni edgar! urgh.

i was banned from a tagboard.haha.oh well, that's life. u can't always get in the places u want to go to. not that i actually WANT to go to her. i just want to tag, and tell her what i think. coz omg, she's so wrong.or maybe i'm wrong.

luv reg


Wednesday, February 08, 2006
she asked me if she was being a flirt. i said no. at least i don't think so. coz she's my friend and she's important to me. but i've been seeing the thing called "change" again. she's different lately. i can't blame her though.

but she's still a dear friend and i can't be angry at her.and i have a feeling i'll never be.good.

luv reg


Tuesday, February 07, 2006
the guitar..

it's my passion.there's something about it that makes me want to pick it up and play it.i never saw the passion right away.truth?i never had the urge to want to play the guitar.twas my sister who wanted to.but while our dad was teaching her,i followed too..and i began practicing right away.sis never practiced so until now, she can't play the thing. i do. i'm not the best. but i love it. i love the feel of the strings and i love hearing the sounds i can create.it's true.weird but true.i also like the guiatr because it inspires creativity in me.i tried writing songs this summer..songs about my thoughts..that i wanted other people to know..and whenever i'm so bored or so bummed out, i play the instrument.i've heard people say that playing is relaxing and it's the truth.it makes me forget about all the damn stuff.

haay.i'm glad i learned to play it.it's one thing that makes me so darn happy.

i just finished reading Deenie by Judy Blume.i think it's so wrong to..u know..just look at the physical appearance of people..okay..i know..'another cliche'.. another true cliche..it's the inside that matters.

luv reg


Friday, February 03, 2006
i felt like updating..just not in my main blog..since more people read it.it's okay for me for others to read this post..but since more people i know in real life read it..well..they could get the wrong idea.

i dislike her.i think it's the right word because i don't hate her.she's not doing anything to me but i can't help it.she's just THERE.and she does make me feel so uncomfortable and unsure.i hate the feeling.i hate it.okay, so maybe i annoy her.so what?she annoys me too.

i annoy her.can't help it.i wish she would see that at one point or another, everyone gets irritated at everyone.or something like that.sorree.can't explain.it's just the way i am, you see?and she can't change me.she can't make me change.i know i've said it before.i'm just uhm..just trying to persuade myself i guess..because i'm not so sure myself.maybe i could cut down on the noise and energy.i guess i'm so used to our section last year..it was so noisy.all the noisiest people were there.so my noise was just a whisper.

luv reg