Friday, February 03, 2006
i felt like updating..just not in my main blog..since more people read it.it's okay for me for others to read this post..but since more people i know in real life read it..well..they could get the wrong idea.
i dislike her.i think it's the right word because i don't hate her.she's not doing anything to me but i can't help it.she's just THERE.and she does make me feel so uncomfortable and unsure.i hate the feeling.i hate it.okay, so maybe i annoy her.so what?she annoys me too.
i annoy her.can't help it.i wish she would see that at one point or another, everyone gets irritated at everyone.or something like that.sorree.can't explain.it's just the way i am, you see?and she can't change me.she can't make me change.i know i've said it before.i'm just uhm..just trying to persuade myself i guess..because i'm not so sure myself.maybe i could cut down on the noise and energy.i guess i'm so used to our section last year..it was so noisy.all the noisiest people were there.so my noise was just a whisper.
luv reg