Saturday, September 23, 2006
"this all was only wishful thinking." --cute without the e by takingbacksunday
"coz i'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions." --you're so last summer by takingbacksunday

wishful thinking.what the heck is it?well. it's uh.. wishful thinking.DUH. i think it's thinking of things that you want. that you wish will happen to you. for me, it's an illusion. a fantasy. a dream. it's only a wish, a fantasy, a dream. that's all it is, and was, and that's all it will ever be.

i am a wishful thinker. i am definitely a dreamer. and i'm not afraid of admitting that. the only problem with dreaming is..you get disappointed by what happens in real life. disappointment sucks.

but really, there's nothing wrong with dreaming. it's also a good thing, i believe. because we already have a vision of what we want.. and we can work to make it real.

"dream a better dream... then work to make it real." --Max from The 3D Adventures of Sharkboy and Lavagirl

the line from Cute Without the E can also mean "pinaasa lang ako." yeaah. read it over and over again.

"this all was only wishful thinking." = "wishful thinking lang pala." = "umaasa lang pala ako na mangyayari yung gusto ko."

okay..so i'm not really good in Math.sorry. oh and that "equation" there is only my opinion. i'm not forcing you to agree. i'm just uh.. telling you what i think of this subject.

wishful thinking is.. nakakapanghinayang. it feels good when you dream. it sucks when your dreams dont come true.

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i just finished reading Rage of Angels by Sidney Sheldon (my fave author) and i fell in love with the character named Michael Moretti. he's actually the bad guy there but damn, he's hot. :-*


Monday, September 04, 2006
i have created millions and billions and dozens and thousands of entries about CHANGE.

it's the most constant thing in this life. what happens if we don't change? if we don't change, that's a sign of not living, of not learning.

as we go through life, we experience stuff that mold us into the person we really are. as we grow up, we'll realize who we really are meant to be. that's why we change. we can't prevent change, we just have to adapt to it.

because like it or not, everything and everyone changes. and besides, before judging someone on changing, why not look at how much you've changed?

YES. i have changed. i have become more aggressive. i have become angrier. yet i have also learned to pretend. i have changed. and i don't regret it.

we all change. don't get mad at change. we'll continue changing, growing, learning.

and for the enth time: THE MOST CONSTANT THING IN THIS LIFE IS CHANGE.