Sunday, September 16, 2007
i'm sorry for everything i am not.
i'm
SORRY because..
i am
so not girly. i am anything
but kikay. i
don't put stuff on my face, i
don't wear skirts, sleeveless tops and high-heels. my hair is almost always in a ponytail. i
don't even put powder on my face. i
don't carry a mirror in my bag. but i always carry a comb because of
my hair that never listens to me. i
don't go to salons and spas
except to have a haircut. i
only wear shirts, jeans, sneakers/slippers. i
don't wear any fancy jewelry. i
hate getting dressed up for formal events. i'm
not used to heels so i always take them off.
the few times i wear nailpolish, they
always get chipped. i always
have to have two pairs of school shoes because one pair doesn't last a year on me.
masyado daw malikot.i
like to pig out. i
don't bite burgers. i
eat a lot when i'm mad and i'm
not ashamed to eat in front of guys. i
like to sit indian-style. i even
play computer games. i sit
indian-style when i'm in front of the computer. i'm
not maarte when it comes to eating utensils. i can share a single fork/spoon/glass with ten other girls/guys.
i
trashtalk a lot. in normal conversations, dota games, etc. i
curse like a guy, someone told me.
mahulig manuntok, mahilig mambatok, mahilig manapak. on rare occasions, i even eat
more than guys eat. people tell me their problems, they cry to me and i cry to them.
uh-huh i
cry.i
like to make jokes, i
like making people laugh and i am
crazy most of the time.
kalog. some people even joke that i am
"one of the guys".siguro. but i am also
such a girl when it comes to some things.
i
cry. i
blush. i
flirt (come on, everyone does. >:) )i read
magazines, i
blog, i
write stories. i
talk on the phone and i
never let go of my cellphone. and like all girls, i actually
care about my weight but i just
can't stop myself from eating when i'm angry.haha. i
admire good outfits.
it actually feels weird when i see a gay guy who looks and acts more girly than me. haha! i also really
like earrings, and in fact i
collect them.
and i
love. and i get
hurt. and i
hate. but the bottom line is.. even though i don't show it, i really
am such a girl
(as my "twin" said). yes,
i fall in love but only
once in
a purple moon streaked with neon blue lights. haha. now you have an idea on how rare i fall. but when i fall, i fall HARD.
i am not some
prissy, kikay, girly damsel in distress. but that doesn't mean i'm not waiting for someone to come for me.
coz i am.